The Last Moments....

I stared at the orange and it "stared" back at me.... ok, might as well, eat u up...
Stripped the "fella's skin" off and put 2 and 3 slices to my mouth one shot... (want to finish it fast ma)
Then the choking came... cough ...cough...ahem....ahem... ouch!! cough cough some more... skin got stuck somewhere inside... gulped down some water... cough, cough...and tried to do more ahem(s)....

At that moment, vivid of memories flashed through my mind.... how one die of choking?? no air going into our lungs and the brain feels like it is exploding?

I thought of my beloved.... how did he feel.... all I could remember .... he was fighting for air that last moment and I did not know what to do... I tried doing the mouth to mouth thing but I know I didn't get it right.....

It sets me thinking... I only had something small stuck in my throat and it has caused so much discomfort... how about someone who was gasping for air and his heart was paining?? That was the most crucial moment..... it was either LIFE OR LIFELESS...

(please don't mind me..... just bec of one orange, my ramblings and mumblings came alive.... reliving back the past....)